bad day....

i feel very sucks today....

u know why?????????

one more time i failed in my relationship.......

i dun know how to face this condition right now......

i feel lost......i lost my dear....i lost my love.....

i lost my b......and i just like lost half of my life.........

but why i must face all this condition??????????why me????

why i can be happy like the others?????????

WHY?????????

i dun know what i must do to 4get him......

i dun knw what to do now?????????

i need him.....

i lurve him but why it is the end of our love story????????

why???????????is there anythng not alright?????

i'm doing wrong to him?????

if yes,what?????

tell me,i need to know what is my fault.......

i need to know it.......

please tell me mr. shaizzat faez al-azim.......

please?????????????

i'm trying to be a good person to u...

but this is what i get....

fine.....i'll accept it......

tq coz hurt me........

tq coz make me sad....

n tq coz love me eventhough only several month....

thanz a lot.....................................................

i feel like i'm one of the most stupid person here......

i dun now why????

i need to go to the improvement almost all of my subject here.....

everyday i study but why hard 4 me to get it...

improvement class in almost every subject....

that so sucks.......

am i fool?????

i feel like i am not enough good to be here......

but why i'm here.......

why????

apakah ak ni seorang yg penyabar??????

apakah??????

kalu yer mmg patut la ak than dg perangai dye...

tp ak bkn ow yg cm uh....

tp npew ak still sbar nan pangai dye w/pn mcm2 dye da wat,,,,

dye mcm x hargai ak....

bler perlu dye cr,x perlu dye lyan ak cm owg asing...

apa salah ak......

ak sayang dye tp dye wat ak cm cm ni......

NPEWWWWWWWWWWWW?????????????